Procrastination at it's Finest

Well, the time has come for me to write about how college life truly is. At first everything seemed good, and everything still is good, but jesus...it is so stressful. Granted, I do bring some of this stress on myself but it's hard to balance creating a new life and going to school. In high school stress was there, but it was different. In high school I already had a life, I wasn't trying to make friends or a name for myself, I had already established those things years before. Now I'm in this new place, a new world actually, and am being forced to make friends the hard way, I actually have to talk to people I don't know. Now, this really isn't much of an issue for me and I do have quite a bit of "friends" but I just met these people a few weeks ago.

I do primarily hang out with Kate and Jessi. And now Zach, but otherwise, I don't really know who I would consider a friend and who I would consider a classmate. I talk to so many people throughout the day, sometimes it is hard to keep all their stories straight. But you know me, I don't forget very easily and I am pretty good with names. Ha, last night I hung out with the most random people. Jon Smith, the kids true name, Brian, and AJ. I had met AJ at SOAR in June and Brian at playfair or something. Just met Jon last night. I was having a really crappy night, due of course because of a boy, and then I hung out with three pretty cool ones. We watched Legally Blonde and Nemo, then we walked to the Kwik Star at like 2:30 in the morning. And don't worry, this is completely safe as 1) I was with three boys and they shielded me everytime we passed someone else, 2) two were baseball players and one played soccer, and 3) It's WAVERY for Pete's sake. BTW, who is Pete?

Anyway, it was a pretty long night, nothing happened, if that is what you are thinking. But it cheered me up and I had so much fun! Getting back to my point, I am to the point of exhaustion. I'm so tired, and sick of homework. Everone asks each other if we are done with our homework and the popular response is, "I'm never done with my homework." And likewise, I don't think I'll be done with my homework until I graduate. And then I will be well-rounded and penniless. But nonetheless, educated. Sara Konrad I don't know how you could possibly love school so much. I got your thank you, it was awesome! Made me fell all warm and fuzzy inside. Speaking of warm and fuzzy...I'm going to kill the male species!

So I totally got played over the last three weeks. If my MSN name is any indication, I was slighly pissed off at the male gender last night. Funny that I ended up hanging out with three of them. But they were decent and I had just met them. Found out one of them uses Facebook to meet people by looking up their room numbers and then going over and making out with them. Hmm...interesting....then he looked at me and was like lets go watch a movie. OK! I did, it was fun, nice guy. Again, nothing happened. Damn....

This is sort of depressing, I'm not depressed or anything, kind of stressed, super excited about the student senate thing though. Should be fun. School is going really well. I do like my classes, and I have a few interests, mostly just guys I flirt with a lot though. But that is sort of become a common theme for me. I guess I like to flirt right now. But hey, I've made a few friends that way, so I don't think I'm going to stop any time soon. Unless of course I meet the guy that I want to flirt with. Which hasn't happened really, thought I was interested in Dumb ass but he had a girlfriend and didn't tell me, then whatever, lead me on for ever, player, smooth game, damn it! I felt like an idiot last night. I super big idiot because, I, ALYSSA, let someone get to me. And it wasn't like I let him get to me, I just wanted to believe that he was interested because everything I heard from him and other people told me that he was. Whatever, boys are dumm!

Today I had lunch with Cronin at UNI. Wow, what a shock it was to eat in their dining center. It was so big compared to ours. Oh, and dad, if you take the cable to Radio Shack, they simply point you in the direction of the end, they wont actually put it on for you. So that was an experience, I thought I was going to screw it up but it turned out fine. We now have a TV with TV channels to watch! Zach came over to watch Nip/Tuck, really strange show by the way, and he hooked it up for us. Now I just need to hang the cable so it isn't on the floor. Which I think I will go do. This blog is really just a random compilation of my thoughts. Basically I am procrastinating....sweet dreams all!